{"id":1738,"date":"2024-04-05T23:39:55","date_gmt":"2024-04-05T20:39:55","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.zehrataskin.com\/?p=1738"},"modified":"2024-04-05T23:39:57","modified_gmt":"2024-04-05T20:39:57","slug":"fevkalade-memnunum-dunyaya-geldigime","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.zehrataskin.com\/index.php\/2024\/04\/05\/fevkalade-memnunum-dunyaya-geldigime\/","title":{"rendered":"Fevkalade memnunum d\u00fcnyaya geldi\u011fime…"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Bu yaz\u0131ya bir ba\u015fl\u0131k bulamad\u0131m hen\u00fcz. \u0130lk kez ba\u015fl\u0131k yazmadan blog yazmaya giri\u015fiyorum san\u0131r\u0131m. Bilen bilir, bu blogda baz\u0131 ki\u015fisel tarihime notlar var: Misal Unvan<\/a>, misal Unvan, kadro, s\u0131navlar, kutlamalar vesaire<\/a>. Bug\u00fcn yine buraday\u0131m. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bug\u00fcn Bilim Akademisinin verdi\u011fi Gen\u00e7 Bilim \u0130nsan\u0131 \u00d6d\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00fc ald\u0131m. \u015eunun g\u00fczelli\u011fine bak\u0131n \u00f6nce. Sonra \u015fu anki ruh halimi ki\u015fisel tarihime not d\u00fc\u015fece\u011fim. <\/p>\n\n\n

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Bug\u00fcn o\u011flan okula gitmemi\u015fti s\u0131navlar bitti diye. Can\u0131 istemedi \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fimin, \u00e7ok yorulmu\u015f :=) \u00d6\u011frendi\u011fimde yan\u0131mdayd\u0131. Sar\u0131ld\u0131k kald\u0131k \u00f6yle dakikalarca. “\u00c7ok haval\u0131s\u0131n kad\u0131n” dedi. Onu yeti\u015ftirirken hep e\u011filmez b\u00fck\u00fclmez bir annesi oldu\u011funu bilecek demi\u015ftim. Biliyor. G\u00f6z\u00fcnde g\u00f6rd\u00fcm bug\u00fcn bildi\u011fini. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra m\u00fcd\u00fcrc\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc arad\u0131k beraber, sonra G\u00fcledac\u0131m\u0131, sonra annemi, babam\u0131, karde\u015flerimi. Hepsi a\u011flad\u0131 benimle. Elim aya\u011f\u0131m hala titriyor. Keyfim g\u0131c\u0131r. Ailemle b\u00fcy\u00fck bir kutlama yapt\u0131m biraz \u00f6nce. T\u00fcm g\u00fcn \u015fahane insanlardan gelen \u015fahane kutlamalar\u0131 kabul ettim. Twitter’dan ve Instagram’dan beni a\u011flatan yorumlar geldi, tek tek hepsine d\u00f6nememi\u015f olman\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc ya\u015f\u0131yorum \u015fu an. Taaa Polonya’dan gelen mesajlarla koltuklar\u0131m kabard\u0131 yeniden. Mutluluktan u\u00e7uyorum. \u0130\u00e7imde bir yerde “benim kuvvetim, bu b\u00fcy\u00fck d\u00fcnyada yaln\u0131z olmamakl\u0131\u011f\u0131md\u0131r” diyen Naz\u0131m’\u0131n \u015fiiri yank\u0131lan\u0131yor. Yank\u0131land\u0131k\u00e7a keyiften d\u00f6rt k\u00f6\u015fe oluyorum. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

2018’deki kendinden hep \u015f\u00fcphe eden, \u00f6zg\u00fcvensiz, y\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, vazge\u00e7mi\u015f ve daha da \u00f6nemlisi inand\u0131\u011f\u0131 her \u015feye kar\u015f\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fck hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ya\u015fayan Zehra’n\u0131n omzundan \u00f6pt\u00fcm bug\u00fcn. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o hala benim i\u00e7imde. 2018’de zarif\u00e7e yere d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm, kalkt\u0131m, denge kurdum, kendimi buldum. O Zehra’n\u0131n e\u011filmez b\u00fck\u00fclmezli\u011fi ald\u0131 bug\u00fcn \u00f6d\u00fcl\u00fc. Benim o. Kendini iyile\u015ftiren, kimseye eyvallah\u0131 olmayan, e\u011filmeyen, b\u00fck\u00fclmeyen Zehra o kad\u0131n. \u0130yile\u015fiyoruz. Biz kad\u0131nlar kendimiz iyile\u015ftik\u00e7e ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131 da iyile\u015ftiriyoruz. \u0130yile\u015ftirelim. Bug\u00fcn Bilim Akademisi hat\u0131rlatt\u0131 bana neden burada oldu\u011fumu yeniden. O y\u00fczden \u00e7ok mutluyum. O y\u00fczden bug\u00fcn\u00fc asla unutmayaca\u011f\u0131m. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu, benim \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma alan\u0131mda BAGEP’in verdi\u011fi ilk \u00f6d\u00fcl. Bu, benim \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma alan\u0131mda sadece gen\u00e7lere de\u011fil, genel olarak \u00fclke \u00e7ap\u0131nda verilmi\u015f en \u00f6nemli \u00f6d\u00fcllerden biri. Bunu biliyorum. Bu \u00f6d\u00fcl\u00fcn \u00f6nemini, k\u0131ymetini ben biliyorum. \u015eu 14 senelik akademik hayat\u0131mda \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fim en \u00f6nemli \u015fey neonlarla kutlanmas\u0131 gereken hi\u00e7bir ba\u015far\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcmsemelerine veya kendilerine pay \u00e7\u0131karmalar\u0131na izin vermeyin. T\u0131rnaklar\u0131n\u0131za bak\u0131n. O t\u0131rnaklar\u0131n ne kadar yoruldu\u011funa. Ama de\u011fdi\u011fine. Etraf\u0131n\u0131zdaki insanlara sar\u0131l\u0131n. A\u011flay\u0131n. G\u00fcl\u00fcn. Dans edin. \u00c7ok iyi geliyor. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Aferin k\u0131z Zehra. S\u0131radaki gelsin. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 da buldum. \u0130\u00e7imde \u00e7alan \u015fiirden.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Bu yaz\u0131ya bir ba\u015fl\u0131k bulamad\u0131m hen\u00fcz. \u0130lk kez ba\u015fl\u0131k yazmadan blog yazmaya giri\u015fiyorum san\u0131r\u0131m. Bilen bilir, bu blogda baz\u0131 ki\u015fisel tarihime notlar var: Misal Unvan,…<\/p>\n

Devam\u0131n\u0131 okuyunFevkalade memnunum d\u00fcnyaya geldi\u011fime…<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1738","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-genel","entry"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zehrataskin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1738","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zehrataskin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zehrataskin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zehrataskin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zehrataskin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1738"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.zehrataskin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1738\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1741,"href":"https:\/\/www.zehrataskin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1738\/revisions\/1741"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zehrataskin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1738"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zehrataskin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1738"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zehrataskin.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1738"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}